The next time you feel you have to defend something about yourself, ask yourself, why am I feeling I must defend this? Be willing to let your heart and wisdom smile upon people, sending them your love and acceptance. Do not feel you must say anything. Be who you are. Do not try to be perfect all the time.
Orin (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

Begin Again: Fave musical since High School Musical hahaha


That’s my escape. If there’s one talent that I have that I’m thankful for it’s that I’m good at making music. But enough about me because this entry is about a movie.

This movie is sort of a musical. I don’t think I have ever watched something that is similar but I think that what makes it so refreshing is that it is straight to the point. Technical wise using both of the main characters’ point of view in the beginning of the scene was clever. The shaky cam was I think appropriate for some shots because I think the director wants to make the movie natural and real, not too big or cinematic… Man I can’t even say something bad about it. Maybe the only thing that bothered me was if Keira Knightley really did sing the songs. The story was very very good. Keira Knightley was of course very talented. I love her in Pirates and in Star wars and in Bend it like Beckham and seeing her in this movie was something new. I think the chemistry between her and Ruffalo was okay. For a moment I thought there’ll be like a romantic relationship between them but I was glad that they were friends and it ended that way. Though I think there might be a possibility… but it’ll blow it off proportion. Ruffalo’s character was the typical music-producer-crazy-genius guy. I think he was adorable as always. And of course there’s Hailee Steinfeld. Oh I love this girl since tru grit.  I think one of my favorite scenes was that one where her character and Greta (knightley’s char) were talking about being an easy catch and all. Haha. That one was epic.  And of course the way they incorporate music to it and the way they put it together to every scene was so perfect. (*spoiler) That part where she sings through Dave’s voicemail just to tell him off was soooo absorbing. I was really engrossed on that scene that in my mind I was telling Adam Levine to fucking shave his ugly beard off because it was horrible as his blonde maroon 5 hair. (But no hate guys, I love Adam and Maroon 5, his character was just an asshole in this film). I don’t want to spoil anymore because I think it would be better if you guys watch it in the theatres because it really has an impact. I don’t know but it pretty left a big impact on me because I’m a music person and just started song writing. If I’d give a rating on this movie it’ll be 5 of 5 baby. 


I’m scared….

Do you know that feeling when you almost have everything but then something happened… and now you’re scared to face the things that used to matter to you because you don’t know anymore if its what you want. Shocks ang gulo ko…

Here We Go Again.

YEY. It’s that time of the year again when people like me are put aside so that people like you can cuddle, hug, kiss, have sex or fuck publicly.

Well, seriously if you just want to fuck publicly then you might as well get arrested or just throw yourselves on the street. That kind of fun huh.

First of all, I am not bitter. Right now, I’ve finally learned that even though I’m still single, and I’m still quite immature I’ve known how to be happy despite of it. I think February isn’t just for couples. I think that this month is also about belonging and connecting with people who are important to you. 

I have to admit, I’m not actually an expert when it comes to boys. Take my experience 2 years ago when I thought I was falling for the guy but the guy turned out to be er… how do I put this… er, a JERK. Back then, I was superficial when it comes to love. Maybe if I did a rain check on myself and used my brain or paused for a minute I wouldn’t have gotten hurt. But I did, and it already happened so what’s left for me is a lesson. When I was 18 I thought it was love when I experienced the “mutual” thing. Now that I’m 20 I think it’s a lot more deeper than a mutual understanding. I think love has no definite meaning because it goes differently for each of us. But for me, I think love is that kind of act my parents give to me. I know it sounds cheesy but I do think that. I love my parents more than anyone and  they and the rest of my family love me for everything I am.

So maybe that’s what I look for in the opposite sex. Maybe there would come a day that loving someone wouldn’t require something back. Maybe there would come a day where I will find myself in deep shit saying, “Oh, this is the guy. It’s definitely him”



I still need to improve…a lot

Music Genre

KPOP? Please, it’s no big deal.

I don’t get why so many people react so violently about it. (Ehem like my Brother) In all honestly, I wasn’t really that hooked to KPOP in the very beginning but now I guess I am. (Big Exo fan here :D)

Siguro ilan sa mga friends ko they like KPOP and some, not very much. My opinion, it’s just a another genre in music I happen to like and dance to. Why do  people get disgusted with it (Ehem like my brother)? I don’t know, and I don’t get it why they think that. I mean, I like classic rock, pop, jazz, rnb and soul and all those skrillex dubstep that makes you feel like a thug thing - I can listen to almost any kind of music just it’s not that gay bieber type, that I can’t handle. Maybe what I’m trying to say here is that, even though I couldn’t understand it, KPOP makes me feel happy and positive so much better than the songs of Beiber that I could totally understand but makes me feel like a douche.